hey.
i suffered from insomnia again. so annoying lar. i've been suffering from insomnia the entire week so far, and if i suffer from insomnia again, im gg to fall asleep in the LT tmr[not that the seats are very comfortable or anything.]
first paper we got back was bio. when i found out we were getting back the scripts as well during assembly, my heart started getting heavier. and i felt my heart making knots, even though i dont see how that can happen. i was just super freaked out. coz usually for things like science right, i'd just pretend OH I THINK I GOT THIS RIGHT. but actually i didnt? haha. then i can er. try and feel better. heh
and anyway, even though my marks were o.O, im glad i didnt get 23%. i had this terrible thought tt i'll get less than 30%. thank god(: and besides, my marks are
pretty close to a pass. and i refuse to drop bio. i will get an a1. i will i will.
my new short term goal: to get an a1 for bio :)
and i think the silly tys cheated me. hello i did so many mcqs but then it didn't help me making my mcq marks look better. so lousy. grr.
and then got back amath next. im very annoyed ok. it was all careless mistakes. if not i could have gotten so much higher. but i suppose it's my own fault. i didn't really bother to look at amath. i was much intent on ss. #2 short term goal: get a1 for amath final year.
had recess. i didn't have the heart to eat chicken briyani lar.
went through history paper. I RECEIVED A VERY DISTURBING NOTE FROM FELICIA. really really disturbing. hahaha. i dunno if you'll see this, but if you tell me more disturbing things i will tear ur mended heart into two. HEH JUST JOKING(:
and i was damn scared i wld get 60+ for chinese coz er. my mum will kill me and i wld kill myself too. HEH. paper2 was quite :S but luckily paper1 pulled up the marks. yup.
went to mgprimary for that meeting for intermediate camp. chia thinks
she's rather pitiful. actually, part of me thinks so, but then...an enormous part of me doesn't think so.
im doing qm with GOOEY and ELLIE. gooey's so funny pls. she has a BROWN SLING BAG. but not BLACK SLING BAG. haha.
and somebody went
" prilaa's playing the guitar and michelle..." and then she went
" huh who's calling me? how come i keep hearing my name?"HAHAHA. omg shes damn funny!x) drank pearly before gg home. was late for piano. and then my piano teacher started commenting on how certain ways of practising piano would make me like piano more, even though it may take a few years. and i started thinking of my beloved bio. but i realized i dont HAVE a few years :/ i only have 1 1/2 years more.
ANGIEE LOOK HERE. when i told you if you dont tell your nightmares out, they will come true right, i was talking shit ok. i've had nightmares of people killing me and er. me killing people :S haha. BUT IM STILL KICKING AND ALIVE. so dont worry k(:
AND SINCE IM SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA, i better dive into my bed slightly earlier.